Hm... So, I'm not very good at keeping journals going. Don't expect this to be a regular thing after the next little while . On with it...

The very first CAMPING TRIP of the year is in the works! I mean, so far only 2 of us are gonna go, but it is a great place to start! I'm excited! Plan is to go down to Douglas Park and hang out there for a weekend. Ish. We haven't actually decided how long, it is going to depend on Richard's practicum, and what days I can book off work. BUT! It's still something to look forward to. I need to see that boy. I miss him. And I think I might be attracted to him. But I don't know yet, there is some figuring out to do there. If I was going to break my no-man hiatus, he is one of two men I would break it for. He is the better option of the two, because he isn't having a child with another woman. (I am hopeless)

And, on a less optimistically vibrant note, my ex is being a dick. I'm sorry for those of you who may read this and be offended by my terminology, but seriously, I swear. A LOT. I'm not even trying to work on that anymore. It's kind of a waste of time. Back at it: we broke up like... 6? months ago? Or something. I don't actually remember. And we tried the friends thing. Didn't work. Ended up in bed again. Whatever. But now, he is after some chick that is seeing someone else... bla bla blah, long and complicated story... He has some bright idea to "get back" at me, for some unknown reason. I never did anything to him... Because I don't like the chick he is after, he is going to bring her by MY bar, expect ME to serve them, and be polite about it. I already thought about it, and the only way this is really going to go over smoothly for him, is if I happen to not be working that day. If I EVER see his stupidly handsome, charming face again, I'm going to break it. And also, if she tries anything, or if anyone else they are with try anything, I may be fired for starting a fight in my own bar. Oopsie. But at least I will have the satisfaction of making him hurt, if not as bad as he made me hurt.

Ok, on to something easier to talk about. I hate talking about that. Just had to get it out. And I know no one ever really reads these things.

Today was the first day that was actually gorgeous outside. I mean, GORGEOUS! I think it hit something like +26 C. I was driving into the city, heading for work, and seriously considered turning around and calling in sick so that I could have a bonfire. It would have been perfect. But, soon enough I will get all the bonfires I can handle. Bush party season is upon us, dear friends.

I think that is all I am going to spew out tonight. Thanks for reading! xoxo

Carla